shinkai

2011-12-22T09:19:00.000-08:00

This is my awesome girlfriend, Chowlyn Ng.

I've known her from JC, my classmate.

I always have the urge to bully her,

just simply because she's such a nice person.

We've had many good times together,

eye candying guys in school,

gossiping about the people during our breaks,

and having our htht.

Most important of all, our sogurt outings.

That's the place where we chill out and update each other about stuff.

And of course enjoy yoghurt together.

These are the precious moments that

I can't create with anyone else except her.

We have been through the toughest times together and

enjoyed the best times together as well.

I never want our friendship to end anytime soon.

And I know it wouldn't.

As long as I'm alive.

We keep exchanging stories till we get old ohkay, Chow.

I do cherish her alot, just that I don't show it.

Bullying is my way of showing my LOVE FOR HER. ;D

(Hahah)

I'm sure she knows I'm kidding whenever she gets bullied.

We shall create more happy moments together.

I miss classroom fun with you, Chow.

2011-12-18T21:14:00.000-08:00

He is my friend, the person I used to love.

But since the last email, things have changed.

I'm being so honest here because I actually hope he sees this.

But he might just be too busy with every other thing to read it.

I realized only yesterday that I didn't know how to react to the change

so I thought by being cool and all things will be fine.

Little did I know I was hurting myself inside.

By acting like everything was alright and still be friends wasn't a good idea after all.

He was the first guy who told me I was beautiful,

also the first guy whom I cried for.

But he is such a nice person that

you will never want to blame him for anything.

The times we had together were so unforgettable to me

that when I revisit the places we went to,

I clearly remember the things we did and the pictures taken.

They were happy short films that played in my head.

But yknow, everything comes to an end.

So is my situation.

It's time you get out of my head wherever I go.

It's time I stop thinking for you and spare a thought for myself.

Thanks for the great memories, go out there and enjoy your life

while I enjoy mine.

I wish the best for you.

Heave a sigh of relief

2011-12-18T00:41:00.000-08:00

Every post will be an introduction about one of my friends.

Today will be about this close friend of mine, Ng Yongxiang.

He's my JC bandmate since 2010.

Ohkay, that seemed so recent only,

but I know we had many memories together already.

When I first got to know him, it seemed that we're like friends since primary school.

At least for me it seemed that way.

And since we are the few who stay in the west of Singapore,

we will, most of the time go home together.

These are the moments where we bonded,

the go-home times, on the train.

Sometimes crapping through our way home,

sometimes serious talks.

We also go to the same tuition for General Paper.

And accumulate much of the memories there too.

Also, both of us, gamblers.

Nahhh, we just love to go for dry swimming,

mahjong sessions.

With two other awesome friends.

Always so aunty and bitchy.

He is a super funny and hilarious guy.

Shamelessly jovial.

Now that school's ended for us, I really wish we could still meet up,

have fun and laugh like we used to.

Sometimes, holidays can be a bitch too.

It sets friends apart, when we all have different plans.

Anyway, Yongxiang, if you see this you see this, don't tell me kkk. :)

2011-12-17T09:57:00.000-08:00

Hi everybody. I wanna blog again.

This time I'll be honest about my life.

It sounds so superficial. Actually, I'll just treat this as my journal

and pour out my feelings.

If anyone sees it, they see it.

If they don't, then they don't.

I have been enjoying life after my A's.

Going out, meeting up with friends whom I've never seen for years.

Spending time with relatives I've never done since school was a bitch.

Killing time by working at ColorWash.

Lazing around at home catching up with Gossip Girl episodes I have been missing out.

Tumblring all day long.

Whenever I'm outdoors, it seems that couples are everywhere.

I don't really know why they get my attention so much,

but for what I know is that I really want to be loved as well.

It sounds silly and ridiculous but I could really "use some love". (Hahah)

Now it sounds like I take this matter lightly?

No no no, I don't.

Anyway, the fact that everyone's getting a someone special and I don't, really gets me going.

Of my meagre experiences in relationships, I have failed badly and still failing.

So maybe I am fated to be single.

Which is something not so bad either.

(I hope)

MBIL

2011-07-01T09:33:00.000-07:00

Well, I'm back to blogging.
Cause I feel that there are many things I would like to express.

And I can't find a better place to write it down than here.
I went for dinner at one of the shopping malls today.

When I was going up the escalator,

I overheard a few China Chinese conversing.

Their accents were really strong that's why I know where they're from.

Then I started to think why are we so bias against them.

Some of us have legitimate reasons,
maybe they are viewed as competitors in our country.

But some of us dislike them just because they are much different than us.

I admit, I have the latter thoughts when I see them.

I then immediately think again,

"They didn't do anything wrong, why am I so against them?"

They also want to have a chance to live a good life.

Who am I to dislike them?
Maybe they talk loudly on trains,

maybe they do weird stuff that we don't prefer.

But it's their tradition and daily routine,

they need time to get use to our customs.

Maybe the foreigner that you saw was one

who just arrived in Singapore not too long ago?

I guess the lesson I learnt from this is that there are many possibilities

and that jumping to conclusions is something we always do that should be changed.

reality

2011-02-01T08:05:00.001-08:00

Everyday after school,

I have to face to reality of going home alone.

The way to the train station is quite a long walk.

During that stroll, my mind starts to wander.

Many things/problems came to my mind.

Think, walk, think, walk.

Finally, I reached the train station.

Upon reaching destination,

it's important to check the timings of the arrival of the trains.

As I stay really far away from school,

I always have the urgency to want to get home.

Since there's still quite a time for the train to arrive,

I could at least take my time to walk from the control station to the platform.

The train is always pack with different people.

There will never be a seat to rest my feet unless during non-peak periods.

Whenever I reached my destination, I will fight with the rest of the passengers for the escalator, not because I'm rushing for time, but because the escalator is the only time for me to rest, even if it's for less than a minute.

Always feeling so tired, stressed out and depressed.

Nothing can change that,

it's just difficult.

2010-12-22T03:02:00.000-08:00

I miss you very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very much.

Do you know?

Taiwan Trip

2010-12-15T03:57:00.000-08:00

It was our luck that we got the window seat.

I saw how fluffy and real the clouds were,

even though it wasn't my first time.

I was hyped up for the trip.

On the airplane, I got reminded of my Hong Kong trip with the band.

I actually miss the experience with the band so much.

The emptiness in me was really overwhelming.

But excitement overtook it.

Well, as you can see we've reached Taipei.
And these photos were taken on the

High Speed 700T Train.
It was so fast that I felt the pressure through my ears.

But it was an interesting experience.
The ambience was as good as felt on the plane.

The many Taiwanese I see are mostly working adults.

Upon seeing them, I got the sudden urge to work here too.

to be continued...

things are bad.

2010-11-30T04:08:00.001-08:00

Recently, things haven't been very nice for me.

Whether angry, sad or happy,

I wouldn't know who to turn to to express my emotions.

Really sounds pathetic.

But that's me.

Try living my life you might just understand.

I know I'm more priviledged than MANY MILLIONS of people.

But still, emotionally, actually, I'm as poor as them.

At this point in life, it feels like no one is/will be there for me.

I guess it's only here where I can express.

It's just something I want to express.

Somethings I want to tell.

So I tell the computer.

I'll feel better.

ME, MYSELF and I.

Today, something's very wrong with me.

2010-11-15T08:56:00.001-08:00

Why am I always creating problems for myself?

Why am I always making things SO BIG that I'm caught up in it?

Is it because of the drama?

I'm so lost.

Or have I lost myself.

And I have no one to turn to.

Or rather, I don't know who to turn to.

Who will be appropriate to turn to.

Are things really that bad?

Or am I making things turn bad.

2010-10-21T08:02:00.000-07:00

It feels like every thing's gone.

After all that we've been through,

it is all thrown away.

JUST.LIKE.THAT.

I really wonder what happened.

I'm hidden in the dark.

I don't know a single thing.

Opening up the Windows Live Messenger,

seeing the people that's online.

I wanted to click on the names,

but I hesitated.

Then I realised, I was afraid.

I was afraid to start a conversation.

I didn't want to face the brutal reality that the conversation will end in a few phrases.

I did not have the courage to open the window, and I failed.

. . .

I think I'm too NAIVE,

too GULLIBLE.

People wear THICK MASKS on their faces,

I always get cheated.

THEY ARE BITCHES and BASTARDS.

And never to be forgiven.

Sad Reality

2010-09-05T06:21:00.000-07:00

After leaving my computer for such a long time,

or at least long enough for me,

and when I'm back,

I saw these conversation my friends had in their tumblr.

It's pleasant that they carries out these conversation

and clarified things and stuff.

But it's sad to see these little disagreements between them.

I supposed they have cleared all misunderstandings, but...

2010-08-13T06:01:00.000-07:00

I guess, friends REALLY do come and go huh.

I've come to this junction where, I realised that it can really happen.
I guess it's because these things have never happened to me,
therefore, when it happens,
I really don't know how to accept it.
I feel like, I just don't want to accept the fact.
It's saddening, actually affected me quite alot.
I don't know how to react to this situation.
This sudden change really struck me.
Are you actually acting?
Do you really act the way you think and feel?
I really don't know, and it scares me.
I feel very inferior.
I'm really puzzled,
will you lead me through your thoughts?

2010-07-27T08:20:00.000-07:00

To my friends OUT there,

IF you're having the worst time of your life,

Don't back down.

Cause Joey believes that you can do it ohkayyy. :D

Nono, Joey KNOWS you can.

I know it's difficult to stay strong,

it's like you just want to give up

and heckkkkk care.

I know you feel as if you're in the worst situation ever

and that no one will truly understand you.

For those who are having the time of their lives,

CONGRATULATIONS! :D

Joey is happy for you.

And she hopes that you stayyy happy forever like always.

Friends, let's all work towards our goals

and meet up ten years later

sharing with each other our interesting experience

with the people we will be working with. :D

I love you all.

2010-07-26T07:24:00.000-07:00

I just had dinner,

and sat opposite my table was this old man

whose hands were shaking uncontrollably.

The first thing that came to my mind was

that he was either too hungry or

suffering from Parkinson disease.

I didn't know how to react to him.

All I did was to give him a cold stare,

just like everybody else.

I looked at him,

in front of him was a plate of plain rice with chilli.

He was struggling to eat each spoon of rice.

Trying his best to not waste a single grain of rice.

When I looked at him once again,

tears were circling in my eyes.

I felt really helpless, it's like,

I can't do anything to help him.

My parents wanted to buy him

another packet of rice or something.

But on another thought,

we were afraid that he might not like people pitying him.

In the end, we left without doing anything.

I felt really bad for leaving just like that.

Seeing him struggle to live everyday really makes me realised that

I've been wasting so much food.

And I detest myself for doing that.

I'm going to change for the better.

I've been a selfish piece of shit kay.

I'm going to do better.

I thank anything that I can thank for making me meet that Old man.

2010-07-01T06:01:00.000-07:00

YAYYYYYYYYY!
WENT OUT WITH THIS GUYYYY TODAYY.
Heehee,
Wooohooo,
LUCKY he messaged me.
THEN WE WENT SHOPPING.
YAYYYY, SO FUN KAY.
SOOOO FUN,
You just wouldn't know how much fun we had.
(:
NICE DAY SPENT with DARRYL LIM WI CHUNG.
:D

2010-06-06T20:27:00.000-07:00

Look at this AWESOME group of PEOPLE.

I guess CONCERT and CAMP was a BLASTTTTT!
Although the many hiccups, I really think we pulled it off very well.
I've come to love my BAND.
Really ENJOYED this band camp.
Eating RUBBISH in the middle of the night,
Talking CRAP in the CAFE,
Bullying CHEEPENG,
all these were never ENOUGH.
I'm PROUD to say,
"I'm FROM SAJCCB."
(:

2010-05-20T22:18:00.000-07:00

Marriage, is a BIG WORD.

It is entered into by mutual agreement,

which implies conscious choice.

If you choose to do so,

then get prepared to commit yourself into this marriage.
. . .

Commitment is the key to a successful marriage.

And it is a LIFE-LONG commitment.

Because, only with LIFE-LONG commitment can you get HAPPINESS to your marriage.

It is actually proven that marriage makes people happier due to greater level of commitment between the couple.

. . .

And not only that!

A loving two-parent family is the best environment for children! It is the place where children gain their identity, discpline and moral education that are essential for their full individual development. Children in 2-parent families do well in their academics!

A report by the Office for National Statistics found that married couples live longer and enjoy better health. 4 independent studies of 1139 CEOs showed that nearly all had been married for at least 25 years! Though they worked long hours, they spent all their free time with their families.

. . .

Let's stop with all the facts and statistics.

Cause it's getting boring, I know.

. . .

Although commitment is the grounds for a successful marriage,

mutual respect, understanding and trust is

as important for a marriage to carry on and on.

We should have respect for the one we love,

and allow them to have their own personal space.

When we have mutual respect for each other,

naturally the mutual trust and understanding will we built between each other.

. . .

However,

if we have one party dominating the other,

that spells trouble.

Because when this happens,

there will bound to have disagreements that leads to quarrels.

This is a situation

where there is no understanding for each other.

In these examples,

we see that communication is

as important as all the other aspects that have been brought up.

Communication allows couples to speak up,

to tell each other the problems that they are facing.

Then, will they be honest to each other and live happily ever after.

Trial marriages.

It's the best choice

if you don't want to get locked up in the

boring life of being called a husband/wife.

If it doesn't work out,

just a SIMPLE, "I don't think we can live together." solves it all!

Need not go through the financial agony of divorce.

If you think this way, maybe you're wrong.

Because, trial marriages and a real marriage is in fact, very different!

In trial marriages,

you don't have to be in the state of being emotionally bounded to your partner.

Financially, you get to avoid the higher income taxes

paid by two-income married couples.

When you've decided to settle down and

get married after your trial marriage,

if you are not ready to commit to the family,

you will still end up in a DIVORCE.

So it's not necessary that trial marriages reduce divorce rates.

Information adopted from

http://www.docstoc.com/docs/17711177/Should-Marriage-Be-a-Lifelong-Commitment

2010-05-20T03:53:00.000-07:00

This is HOW BORED I am at home.

And I don't think I have HANDFOODMOUTH anyway. ):

Lifeeeeeeeee,

LIFE'S GOOD MAN!

I'll look on the bright SIDE. (:

Joeyyyy lovessss you. ;D

2010-05-15T06:39:00.000-07:00

Life's been cruel to me.
One after another hurdle to overcome.
Really not easy.
I seem so weak
and vulnerable.
But I can't help it.
Seems like EVERYTHING's going WRONG.
E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G
I want to carry on.
I want to carry on, happily.

2010-03-26T09:59:00.000-07:00

It's QARNAIN again.
It's because I had a conversation with him.
JOEY. (Y): I like you calling me Thamtham. (Y)
QARNAIN: I also like me calling you Thamtham. :D
I SMILED mannn. (:
SO NICE TO SEE THAT you know.

2010-03-18T09:48:00.000-07:00

Favourite PHOTO of the day.

"WANTHEFOOL" day it is, quoted by Mr. Chua.

;)
I know, we have this STRONG BOND with each other,

that we will not leave each other. (:

I can see that we will still laugh at each other when our WHITE hair grows.

This group of AWESOME people, never will leave my heart.

2010-03-05T07:54:00.000-08:00

I finalllllllly SENT OUT all the letters.

(:
Sense of ACCOMPLISHMENT. (:
SO happy, that,
ASHRI.
ZULQ.
XIANDA.
CELESTE.
blog about it.
Awwwwww, I'm touched.
Hahahah.
I hope YOU GUYS LOVE IT alright.
I realised that,
I didn't write my name ANYWHERE.
HAHAHA.
Sorry bout that. :P
But you guys knew it anyway.
So yeahh. (:
I enjoyed doing all the paintings. (:
IT WAS all my creative juices at work. :D
I really LOVE to see that,
YOU GUYS LOVE ME. :)
SO TOUCHED.
I LOVE YOU GUYS TOO.

2010-02-27T04:50:00.000-08:00

I encountered many difficulties these PAST few weeks.

It hasn't been easy, but I told myself,

THINGS will be ALRIGHT.

Everything, will be.

Because the SUN will still SHINE and

ALL will be fine. (:

The path ahead still is quite blur.

But I guess, perseverance will get me through.

Determination will help me EXCEL.

2010-02-20T08:08:00.000-08:00

YAWWWWWWWW!
Todayyyy is AWESOME.

I swear it couldn't be BETTER.

Everyone was SO happy to meet EVERYONE.

My polaroid made EVERYONE so excited.

When I see my friends SMILE, I feel so satisfied.

Realllly. LOVE THEM alll. (:

2010-01-29T22:04:00.000-08:00

I went out on the 26th and 27th!

AND I DIDN'T CARE!
Muhahaha,

Had LOTS OF FUN!
Though it's just like the TWO and THREE of us.

I didn't put the TWO last days of my holidays to WASTE.

I was so HAPPY.

I mean, I AM SO HAPPY.

So actually I was afraid to start SCHOOL.

But...

I MET this GIRLLLLL!
Noelle. (:

And it all became better!

And also a few more!

Shaoyan and Brenda! ;)

We're the RAHRAH peeps.

HUH!

With these people, I guess

it was better!

And I'm totally LOOKING forward to

MONDAY!

YEEEEEEPS!

.
Wanna LEARN a new word?

Hahaha.

Ohkayohkayy,

Today, this new word, IS SUPER LONG.
I'm sure you guys WON'T REMEMBER!

Hahah, cause I don't think I can remember!

The word is

Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia!

Do you want to guess what's the fear?

HAHA.

It's like the FEAR of LONG WORDS!

HAHA!

How cool is that!

But how long is long?

Is watermelon a long word?

HAHA.

Or maybe flower is a long word.

I totally love the name for this FEAR.

2010-01-24T23:47:00.000-08:00

Today, everyone has a sweet mouth.

Somehow, everyone has been sweet to me.
HAHA

Let me show you why.

YERDUA N . says:
u wont die yet!!
JOWWAYE. says:
Hahah
(:
YERDUA N . says:
^^
JOWWAYE. says:
What if mahhh.
YERDUA N . says:
YOU DIE I SING A HUNDRED OF SONGS AS YOUR TRIBUTE
opps
JOWWAYE. says:
Awwwwh that was so sweet.
YERDUA N . says:
Jowwaye is a great friend ;D
JOWWAYE. says:
Awwwwwh, so nice.
YERDUA N . says:
(Y)
JOWWAYE. says:
Hahah,

AWESOME AUD!

JOWWAYE. says:
WEILIN!
I want to tell you something.
(6) WEILIN™ says:
Yes!?
JOWWAYE. says:
I LOVE YOU AH!
(6) WEILIN™ says:
AIYO!!! :D
You know....
JOWWAYE. says:
You love me too?
(6) WEILIN™ says:

I LOVE YOU TOO! =)

WEILIN, ROCK MY ASS OFF.

Actually Dayna's Conversation's the FUNNIEST.

But it's too long.

SO, yeahhh.

Something just seriously SPOILT my mood.

Ohmy.

I SHALL SMILE.

2010-01-23T13:43:00.000-08:00

Sorryyyyy, but todayyy

I'M SUPER HAPPY.

I SWEAR, I don't know for what reason.
But I'm just hahahahahha, SMILING.

Ohkayyy, although, I'm like super HIGH,

I'll still TEACH you guys a NEW WORD again.

Today's word is EASY.

It's

BIBLOPHOBIA!

You peeps wanna guess what's the FEAR?

It's the FEAR of BOOKS!

If there's really this type of person,

then I think he'll not be educated.

Whatever he knows, will come from the INTERNET.

So, all he knows will be NONSENSE?

Hahah, maybe not.

Cause the internet basically have EVERYTHING.

If he only goes to TUMBLR,

I swear ALL HE KNOWS will be,

LOVE HERE LOVE THERE.

And all the stupid LOVE LOVE SHIT.

Horrrrr CELESTE!

Aiyohhhh, is this like NONSENSE?

But I'm sure you all are enjoying?!

Whatever.

2010-01-20T21:02:00.000-08:00

Today will be a NEW WORD! ;)
It's a very interesting FEAR.
I'm sure you guys never heard of it before.
;)
It's the FEAR of...
peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth!
The word is
ARACHIBUTRYOPHOBIA!
I'll break it up for you people.
(:
A-RA-CHI-BU-TRYO-PHOBIA.
I don't know how to pronounce!
But as long as you people know this word, it's fine.
I advise these people who have this phobia to NOT EAT PEANUT butter at all.
(:
Haha,
Don't know what will happen when they have
peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth.
I'm imagining they go crazy and run around in circles.
SCRATCHING their heads
but not taking the peanut butter away from the root of their mouths.
So it's like they will continue running in circles and
GOING CRAZYYY!
Haha, that's FUNNY.
I think if my friend's like that,
I'll just sit there and laugh at him. :P
HAHA
I'm so bad.
But come to think of it, IT'S REALLY FUNNY.

2010-01-20T14:07:00.000-08:00

I'm going to make my blog an educational one.

(:
I'll teach you guys a phobia on every post.
Today will be THE FEAR OF STAYING SINGLE.
;)
It's CALLED
ANUPTAPHOBIA!
Say it out with me
A-NUP-TA-PHOBIA
I think you pronounce it this way.
Cause it's not even in the dictionary!
I can't confirm the PRONOUNCIATION.
;)
You guys learn a new word today!

Can you imagine?

This guy or girl who has this phobia,

CANNOT BE SINGLE!

He/she has to find another partner once he/she broke up with their

girl/boyfriends.

My god. That's bad.

It's like CHANGING boyfriends NON-STOP.

It's either that or she has to stay with her boyfriend

& not leave him.

But if the boyfriend is LIKE SHIT,

& gets together with her just for FUN.

Then she'll JUST DIE.

HAHA.

This is fun.

2010-01-19T06:05:00.000-08:00

I love Marc Johns' creations.

They are just so nice.

So long never BLOG.
Somedays, I'm looking forward what this year will happen.

But other days, I'll just be afraid of what's coming at me.

We'll just wait and see.

But I just cannot stop thinking of it.

OHKAY,

JOEY! STOP!

Just GO WITH THE FLOW.

2010-01-13T10:45:00.000-08:00

I WANT I WANT!

MY GOD!

Cannot take it.

I WANT THIS SO MUCH!
Can I have it please!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

It's just so NICE!

Pretty pleaseeeeeeeee.

$139.

Ex?

2010-01-11T19:34:00.000-08:00

Yes INDEED, I'm still SUPER HYPER.
I never thought I would do so well.

It was unexpected.

AND I'm SUPER HAPPY!

I prove those BASTARDS WRONG MAN!

ASHRIIII!

I'm so happy for you ohkayyy!

And WELCOME! (:
ALL THE BEST IN YOUR POLY YEARS!

HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON!

WEILIN!

Thank you for that CUTE AWESOME LETTER!

I cherish it alot kayyy!
Though it's abit wet already!

Yeaahhh, it's been 5 years already.

AND WE'RE STILL FRIENDS!

WOOOOTS!

I LOVE YOU! (:

MY CLOSE FRIEND, Shaun!

I'm happy for you too!

LOOK AT THE RESULTS YOU DESERVE! (:

All the BEST in your POLY YEARS TOO!

Never failed to make me SMILE AND LAUGH!

WE WILL AND MUST MEET UP again!
(:

QARNAIN!

AHHHHHHHHH.

You're the BEST man.

HAHA.
Don't be too happy!

HAHAHA!

You too ahh, have fun in POLY!

CHUA, my pretty act cute friend!

HE HORRRR, wahhhh, never failed to make me

WANT TO VOMIT with all the act cute face.
ALL THE BEST, PRETTY. :S

DAYNA!

I know we will surely meet up again one.

I not WORRIED at all! (:
HAHAH!

All the BEST TO YOU TOO!

ALVANNNN!

Starting school SOON right!

JIAYOU ohkayyy!

I'm sure you will make FRIENDS!
THEY'LL BE THE BEST DAYS IN YOUR LIFE!

MELODY!

LAMESHIT!

HAHA, I hope you can get into wherever you want to go.
AND STAY HAPPY WITH KEITH!

Russell!
YOU AHHHHHH, aiyoh.

Can die of laughing talk to you!

Have fun in POLY!
(:

Remember LOVE MELODY MORE AND MORE!

CHONG CHIA MIN!
ROCK ON MAN!

I'll never forget I have a friend like you! (:

HAHAHA!
.

I still have more eh!

I DON'T KNOW WHY CANNOT UPLOAD ALREADY.
DAMN!

BUT STILL I'll never forget the MEMORIES ALL OF YOU GAVE ME.
I APPRECIATE IT ALOT.

(:
Omg, like want to KISS YOU ALL.

HAHA, no luh no luh.

Just joking.

;)

2010-01-04T07:26:00.000-08:00

I'll get these shirts if I have TWINS! (:
It's just ADORABLE!
HAHA.
I CAN STAYOVER in SCHOOL!
YEAH YEAH YEAH!
Thanks MUMMY! (:
Ohmygod, like finally!
YEEEEEEEPS!
It's like the first time staying over with friends.
Or maybe after A LONG TIME!
HAHA.
YEAH YEAH YEAH! (:

2010-01-01T07:52:00.000-08:00

This 7-year old boy was born without any tibia or knee bones

and had a rare condition known as Sacral Agenesis,

so the bottom half of his legs had to be amputated

when he was a toddler (15 months old).

2 months later, he got his first pair of prosthetic legs.

Pretty hard to start life like that

but Cody doesn’t let the amputation hold him back

and always has the smile.

He is fond of sports and practices a lot despite his condition

– he swims, runs, plays soccer, golf, karate,

ice hockey, makes rock climbing, rides a horse…etc.

This is another example of what it means to have a strong spirit

and it shows us that you can overcome a lot of things in life

with smile and without complaining.

The problem is that he grows fast and his prosthetic legs

become rapidly short and they are not cheap!

Look at his wide smile put on his face.
I have mixed feelings looking at this photo.

Feel so heart pain to see it,

but also very touched to see his smile.

I guess for the time being, he'll be my motivation.

To idontknow do what, but (:

I know, I know, to be satisfied with myself.

anyway, this piece of information is from

http://oohlalala.tumblr.com

2010-01-01T01:08:00.000-08:00

This is a JOKE.

Incredible one.

It's quite LONG, that's why I broke it up into paragraphs for you!

;)

READ ALL THE WAY AITES!

Once upon a time, there lived a man who had a terrible passion for baked beans. He loved them, but they always had an embarrassing and somewhat lively reaction on him.

One day he met a girl and fell in love. When it became apparent that they would marry, he thought to himself, she'll never go through with the marriage with me carrying on like this, so he made the supreme sacrifice and gave up beans.

Shortly after that they were married. A few months later, on his birthday and on the way home from work, his car broke down. Since they lived in the country, he called his wife and told her that he would be late because he had to walk home. On his way home, he passed a small cafe and the wonderful aroma of baked beans overwhelmed him. Since he still had several miles to walk He figured he could walk off any ill affects before he got home. It was, after all, his birthday.

So he went in and ordered, and before leaving had 3 extra large helpings of baked beans. All the way home he putt-putted. By the time he arrived home he felt reasonably safe.

His wife met him at the door and seemed somewhat excited. She exclaimed, "Darling, I have the most wonderful surprise for you for dinner tonight!" She put a blindfold on him, and led him to his chair at the head of the table and made him promise not to peak. At this point he was beginning to feel another one coming on. Just as his wife was about to remove the blindfold, the telephone rang. She again made him promise not to peek until she returned, and away she went to answer the phone.

While she was gone, he seized the opportunity. He shifted his weight to one leg and let go. It was not only loud, but ripe as a rotten egg. He had a hard time breathing, so he felt for his napkin and fanned the air about him. He had just started to feel better, when another urge came on. He raised his leg and RRIIPPP !!! It sounded like a diesel engine revving, and smelled worse. To keep from gagging, he tried fanning his arms a while, hoping the smell would dissipate. He got another urge. This was a real blue ribbon winner, the windows shook, the dishes on the table rattled and a minute later the flowers on the table were dead.

With his blindfold still on, when he heard the phone farewells he neatly laid his napkin on his lap and folded his hands on top of it. Smiling contentedly, he was the picture of innocence when his wife walked in. Apologizing for taking so long, she asked if he had peeked at the dinner table. After assuring her he had not peeked, she removed the blindfold and yelled, "SURPRISE!!!"

To his shock and horror, there were twelve dinner guests seated around the table for his surprise birthday party!

2009-12-25T20:59:00.000-08:00

MERRY late CHRISTMAS! (:
I enjoyed CHRISTMAS to the fullest!
Have you?
(:
Although there were no presents,
I had the best NIGHT LIFE on this year's CHRISTMAS.
;)
With my family. (:
I haven't introduce my family huh.
(:
Look at the photo, that WHITE HAIR GUY, my dad.
YELLOW CHECKERED SHIRT, my mom.
REINDEER HAIRBAND, my cousin.
CHRISTMAS TREE CLIP, my cousin's daughter.
BLACK LONG SLEEVE BLOUSE, my aunt.
Heehee.
Many people thought my dad was my grandad.
& my mom was his daughter. :x
HAHA.
We had lots of fun at RED Dot. (:
I've never had that going to topple feeling.
Christmas was my first experience.

2009-12-24T00:21:00.000-08:00

"Zul, if you wanna make friends, don't always make friends from your own race only. Surely get bored one."

- Mr. Zainudin

I love that sentence. (:

& Zul too.

2009-12-24T00:10:00.000-08:00

All I want for CHRISTMAS

is my parents to acknowledge my

majority of guy friends in my pool of friends.

2009-12-23T20:50:00.000-08:00

Oh god, why are you so unfair.

Why does this LADY have such beautiful voice and a pretty face,

ALL AT THE SAME TIME.

2009-12-17T08:47:00.000-08:00

I basically LOVE this PHOTO.

Sorry! There's no XIANDA.

HAHA.

But I had fun GOING OUT with my FRIENDS.

Enjoyable.

Let's get out again!
I hope I can go prawning manzxz.

It'll be DAMN EXCITING.

I don't know. (:

HAHA.

I think I should get out MORE OFTEN.

But mummy doesn't allow.

I know I know.

SHE CARES FOR ME.

That's why I don't go CRAZY when she say cannot GO OUT.

I'm a filial DAUGHTER.

:$
Keekeekee.

SO we actually went to the BookFest.

To find my STUPID/ARTISTIC friend.

ZUL.

Anyway, I SO LOVE MY

FAMILY

PLUSPLUSPLUS

MY FRIENDS.

Your parents are the ONES that LOVE YOU MOST.

SO YOU HAVE TO LOVE THEM A MILLION TIMES MORE THAN THEY LOVE YOU.

Your siblings SHOULD BE THE ONES whom are the MOST IMPORTANT to be at home with you.

Even though they may not be BESIDE YOU 24 HOURS.

(at least to me it is)

2009-12-15T06:04:00.000-08:00

HEYHEYHEY! (:

I'm thinking of doing all my friends something.

A gift to all of them.

Should I?

I should. (:

But what should I do?

I shall think of this. (:

And this KILLS time! ;)

Plus, it'll make me HAPPY! (:

Friends, you guys will have PRESENTS from me. (:

Handmade! (:

BYE!

I shall go prepare! (:

2009-12-14T09:26:00.000-08:00

I just want to SHOP. (:
It brings happiness to me.
But I'm not those typical women who buy the many colours for the same design.
(:
I SHOP for CHEAP stuff.
And I must thank KEREN for telling me about the
upcoming FLEA. (:
Errrmmmm.
I'm helping her to sell tickets
SOUND SERIES 2 “Back 2 The Beats”
St James Power Station.
20th December.
4pm to 4am.
Duane Ho's performance.
Most importantly,
FLEA
GIGS
FASHION SHOW
&
UNDERAGE PARTY.
(:
Priced at $24.
Contact Keren at
mulia.desires@gmail.com
for DETAILS,
QUESTIONS
or
TICKETS!
(:

You can check out the FACEBOOK TOO!

http://www.facebook.com/#/event.php?eid=192246072551&ref=mf

2009-12-13T08:31:00.000-08:00

I'm as dissapointed as the women up there.

I'm not disappointed with anyone but myself.

I'm disappointed with my disability to communicate.
I'm disappointed with my disability to control my emotions.

2009-12-07T21:45:00.000-08:00

This was the NICEST photo during Prom?

(:
This teacher is actually my COUSIN's History teacher.
And now my cousin already has a family.
Can you imagine how experienced she is?
(:
SHE is the BEST. (:
Anyway, I hope I can get Dayna's Job. (:
Then I can work.
And not sleep till recess time is over.
Feeling so lethargic.
):
Staying at home is like wasting my life.
Haha, sounds so serious.
Anyway, my brother thought me how to be bimbotic.
HAHAHA.
He said,"Like whatever." and "Like ewwwwhhh."
Hahaha. SO Funnnnnnnnnnneh.

2009-11-29T01:39:00.000-08:00

On 28th November, it was many people's BIG DAY.

Couples got married.

It was people's birthday.

Babies were borned.

It was also CENTURIONS' big day.
We met up all at Botanic Gardens.

And had lots of MISCHEVIOUS fun.

I enjoyed playing the guitar, and singing.

And listened to people sing.

They all have GREAT voices.

It was just AWESOME.

And THANK YOU to my BROTHER, Ho Ming ahhh.

2009-11-19T09:10:00.000-08:00

I totally DIG this.

Everyone in that photo simply is COOL! (:
I LOVED RED Camp.
What I miss the most is the SL!
Or rather the SLssssss! (:
They totally rock the house!
Kryshelle-Bimbo Fong.
Hahahaha,
Fun to laugh at.
Mr. Ivan Wee had brought many laughters to US! (:
Haha, I felt that our SLs are the best.
COOLEST, AWESOME-EST,
BESTEST, MOST GOOD LOOKING,
FUNNIEST, HIGHEST
group of people with Y-E-L-L-O-W in their H-E-A-R-T!
Yeah yeah yeah!
Centurions! (:
I'll miss the dance and CHEERS.
Especially the CHEERS!
We are a CENTURION STAR.
Haha,
I'll never forget that HANDSOME shittttzz. Haha.
And WE BOOOOOOOMZZ!

2009-11-16T03:24:00.000-08:00

This is my LAZY friend. (:

Chua Xianda.
Both of us including Ashri, Afiq and Alif went to
Bugis area to shop for THEIR Prom stuff.
Hmmmm, it was fun! But tiring at the same time.
I just bought a 48 dollar dress for prom and it was all that is needed for the night.
My friends today bought this bought that.
One shirt costs more than my dress.
Haha, they still bought SHOES, PANTS and accessories.
Guys are more troublesome than GIRLS! (:
Haha.
That choosy guy up there, see here see there.
Everything also don't want.
So picky.
Tsk tsk.
In the end EVERYTHING WAS BOUGHT.
& we went HOME! (:
Tiring.
But it was an INTERESTING day.
(:

2009-11-15T00:12:00.000-08:00

Ha, WEILIN! (:

Look what I've found!

I found this photo in my hard disk.
Haha,

PAISEH not! Haha.

This the time when we dance and all.

Hahahahah.

Got KC one!

Cannot stop laughing eh!

Anyway, I can't sleep these days.

I've been reading much of my friends blog.

And most of them can't sleep, at least some.

I didn't sleep the whole night!

Right up till 630 am.

Am I suppose to be happy that I broke a record?

Haha, I can't walk properly now.

Like weak and wobbly.

Insomnia really is irritating.

I don't want to become an OWL.

But lucky I have a friend who can't sleep too!

Haha, (:

THANK YOU too, Timotheus. Haha.

We're really 'xiao'! Just like what your sister said.

2009-11-14T08:28:00.000-08:00

I miss it when we discussed band stuff TOGETHER.
Now I feel "dislocated" from the band.
Because of O levels.
& because we left the band, the four of us didn't really talk to each other already.
I remembered the times when we sat down
and discussed about what should we do to make the band improve.
And get upset together.
All those times are just so valuable to me.
Miss all these things.
Cannot forget the moment we left the conference hall.
It was the BEST. (:
I wish the current people in the band ALL THE BEST!
(:
Because, you are DMB.

2009-11-12T21:38:00.000-08:00

This is CLB.

You can choose to write narative or letter.

Isn't this humiliating the person doing?

Haha, there's even helping words.

Nigel even claim that he can get A1.

Haha.
'O' Levels had ENDED.

Officially.

I do feel the burden off myself.

But being at home with nothing to do really makes me MOODY.

So anyone, wants to go out?

LET'S GO!

Being Young.

2009-11-04T08:00:00.000-08:00

When I was young, I always wanted to act like an adult.

Always imitate what my Mom does.
Now when all these flashbacks came running through my brain,
I was so foolish but that's what we all were.
And then we learn from these.
Today, I kept thinking, how did I come this far?
When I reached this age, sixteen, the turning point of my life,
I then realised how stressful this was.
Suddenly, I felt like becoming a three-year-old again.
Motivation after motivation.
Stress kept on haunting me.

2009-10-17T03:47:00.000-07:00

We're actually saying 'Fuckkkkkkkk!'

Haha, that's really a nice photo!

We happily GRADUATED.

I'll never forget the laughters and anger my classmates gave.

Adiel's nonsense.

Shaun Goh's crappiness.

Aw yong's disturbing act.

Zul's numerical answers.

Guo Siong prank ideas.
Weilin's Mdm Khong accent.

Xianda's irritaing eyes.

I'll miss the noise the class usually makes, whatever it is.

Monkey, birds, even uncivilised noise.

It was always our aim to make any teacher that was in our class angry.
And we've never failed to do so.

I'll miss all the nonsense from my lovely classmates.

& I mean it.

Wow, to think back, we really had many memories.

Jade class from 2008 onwards was the coolest class man.

Our video was SUPERB. Thanks to Guo Siong.

2009-08-19T07:54:00.001-07:00

I can't help but to feel lousy.

But I'm positive.
How contradicting huh.

2009-07-15T05:54:00.000-07:00

I've FINALLY stepped down from the STUDENT COUNCIL.

& I should START to get ready for Prelims.

I should, I always tell myself, I should.

But in ACTUAL fact, I'm not DOING it.

CRAP.
I don't want to PROCRASTINATE.

But I'm.

Whatever it is, I'm sure I'll be able to do it.

Athirah said she can't PORTRAY me in Poly.

Is that good OR bad?

Anyway, I shall RENOVATE my ROOM.

& have a MORE conducive environment for my UPCOMING

ACADEMIC BATTLE.

Intergration, Differentiation.

It's DRIVING me mad.

It's actually, to think of it, QUITE INTERESTING.

Ohkayyy, I know you will say I'm weird and odd.

But, it's just HOW YOU LOOK AT IT.

I'm always assuring myself I still have lots of time.

However, in reality, I don't.

Holy cow.

2009-07-03T05:47:00.000-07:00

I've extracted some interesting STORIES from

http://fmylife.com

REALLY FUNNY.

-Today, the dentist sneezed into my mouth.

-Today, my sister just had a huge fight with my mom.

After that, she thought it was appropriate to smash my $1,000 guitar to "blow off some steam."

-Today, I tool a bike ride to enjoy the weather and stopped for a break on the sidewalk of an overpass,

taking in the view of the beautiful hills. I was approached by a cop, who said to me: "Ma'am, I know your

life is crap right now, but I'm sure it'll get better. Please don't jump."

It's hilarious man.

The first one's kind of PATHETIC.

2009-07-03T04:10:00.000-07:00

Heyyyyy, let me talk about this IDIOT.

This stupid BOY here has been my friend for ALMOST

TWO freaking years.

But not yet.

And all these while, he was never once NOT IRRITATING.

But without that, HE'LL not be my friend.

Pssst... He's rather good in his GUITAR skills.

But I tell you Zul, don't be too happy.

Cause you'd better get your Chem stuff right.

He's a SUNNY guy, albeit the DARK skin colour.
(:

Whenever HIGH, he curses and does really stupid stuff.

But, that ENTERTAINED us.

The BEST-EST part of HIM is that

his INDEX finger is the MOST UNIQUE one I've ever seen.

Now that he's got a GOOD GIRLFRIEND, I wish YOU GUYS

ALL THE BEST.

2009-06-26T08:36:00.000-07:00

Cute brother, Cute sister.
I went WORKING.
Let's not talk about it.
Haha, cause it was such a WORKOUT.
I've been studying these few days.
With Dayna.
(:
Because being at home is SUCH a BORE.
Especially when you're ALL ALONE.
):
& finally, 2 more days to getting back to SCHOOL.
(:
Yeahhh!
I want to get back school.
Sounds really WRONG.
But I really want to MEET my
crappy-and-violent-but-fun FRIENDS.
(:
But, I would love holidays to extend.
Ironic.
H1N1, what a nuisance.
*Roll Eyes*

2009-06-19T22:48:00.000-07:00

I want to be a Scientist.

& specialise in SOMETHING.

Should I?

It would be FUN right?

I think so.

2009-06-16T23:47:00.000-07:00

Fort Canning Park's Battle Box.

National Museum's Air Con.

Singapore Art Museum's Non-Understandable Exhibits.
The Central's Sticky & Subway.

Vivo's Shops.

Tiring but it's just interesting.

Battle Box's so SCARY but I never knew.

Urinals and Sinks are like ORIGINAL.

Woooooo.

They got secret escapes and stuff.

Anyway, I'm sure WAILIN will like the Battle Box.

It's like all the Percival and Yamashita stuff.

Our Sec 2 History,

that we cannot forget even after the exams.

& anyway, I only got that photo up there.

The rest is like cannot UPLOAD also.

Irritating.

My friend up there FINISHED a

SMALL-SIZED lollipop in like 50 minutes.

I like that POSTCARD

ALOTALOTALOTALOT.

Thank YOU!

The SPECKKYYYYY you!

On my CARD.

Heehee.

16 JUNE, go down in HISTORY yeah.

I hope there will be MORE coming UP!

& I know there will be, RIGHT?

2009-06-16T07:35:00.000-07:00

Touching stuff.

2009-06-13T19:35:00.000-07:00

Ohhh. It's like FINALLY the weekends.

& it's coming the weekdays AGAIN.

I've bought a BOOK, 'A Friend Like Henry'

by Nuala Garderner.

It's so sweet, from the beginning.

Go read it people.

(:
These few days have been

Reading

Guitar

Piano

Studying

Just like that.

Simple and enjoyable.

Relaxing, sometimes it gets BORED.

Hahah.

Holidays are just super boring.

In fact, we must study huh.

*shakes head*

I'll do a little here and there.

2009-06-09T04:32:00.000-07:00

This is how the JAPANESE display
their ICE CREAM.
Today's the last time I PLAY.
Haha, I need to STUDY already.
It's been A LONG TIME since I
TALKED to Isaac.
Yesterday was the time.
(:
It was just so simple and honest.
& I like that.
Guess there were too much of
unrealistic stuff happening around me.
I'm going to WORK HARD.
Everybody, please SUPPORT me.
(:
Haha,
My friends are
ALWA
TOM
RUSSELL
RICHARD
LINA
KUMAR
RHYTHM
They're the best people ohkay.
TOM's the CRAPPIEST.
ALWA's the QUIETEST.
RUSSELL's the most TRYING-TO-BE-FUNNY.
RICHARD's the BENDIEST.
LINA's the SMALLEST.
KUMAR's the BLACKEST.
RHYTHM's the LAMEST.
(:

2009-06-06T03:59:00.000-07:00

I want to go STICKY.

The sweets there are just so

NICE TO LOOK
&

GOOD TO EAT.

Museums, Parks & The Central awaits me.

16th June, here I come!

2009-06-05T08:20:00.000-07:00

Azimah, I miss this hair of yours.

Heehee.
Yet another tiring day.
Differentiation.
Vernice.
And English Summary.
All I've done today.
& SPORTS.
Captain's ball.
ASHRI like PUSHED me to the GROUND.
But I like that feeling.
(:
But after that, to snatch the ball,
my last finger sort of bent and
IT HAD A CRACK SOUND.
& who was the culprit.
It was ASHRI'S metal BODY.
(:
It still hurts.
But it's ohkay.
Haha.
Contradicting?
No right.
Haha.
(:
D&D's going to be over soon.
& revision's starting soon too.
(:
加油! 加油! 加油!

2009-06-04T05:06:00.000-07:00

Remember THIS?
I love this picture.
(:
I remember the times
where we played like NOBODY'S BUSINESS.
Life seemed so carefree.
Now's like the opposite.
But it's ohkay, it's life.
However, D&D Camp is like of no use.
Except for Amaths.
The best in the study camp is the GAMES.
Heehee.
Captain's ball was tiring.
Floorball was like under the HOT SCORCHING sun.
& after that we still continued playing BADMINTON.
Heehee.
Feels so good to play all these sports!
(:
Just that I'm feeling the aches and the strains.
Go JADE.
Tomorrow's SEMI-FINALS!
Rashes are utterly DISGUSTING.

2009-06-01T04:54:00.000-07:00

Photo: Michele Asselin

This lady here is not very ORDINARY.

She's 16 this year and she's a FASHION designer.
With adult-like fashion shows presenting her CREATIONS.

Journalists, paparazzi and stuff makes her

PROFESSIONAL.

Not forgetting that her Dad's a MILLIONARE.

2009-06-01T00:59:00.000-07:00

No more band.

I'm going to miss my TRUMPET.
AWWWWHHHH.
I had O's today.
Or rather WE HAD O Level Chinese Paper today.
But I can't believe myself.
I can't believe I've become a SECONDARY FOUR student
in just a BLINK of my eye.
It was scary initially.
But when I see the stupidity in the teachers
I realised it wasn't that FRIGHTENING.
(:

2009-05-29T02:39:00.000-07:00

Mr. RANI is leaving.

Was he going to cry just now?

He looked quite GAY though.
(:

But let me tell you this, HE IS the BEST DM ever.

*two thumbs up*

Everybody loves him.

Haha.

Anyway, got SUPER fed up yesterday.

Who's the ATTITUDE problem one man.

Forget it.

It just makes my blood boils.

Joey should probably calm down and

start realising she shouldn't be using the computer

when her MOTHER TONGUE O's is just NEXT MONDAY.

2009-05-19T19:54:00.000-07:00

Midyear's OVER, GCE's coming.

Mixed Feelings.

Anyway, I get home at 10.

I really don't know what to do having nothing to study.

Haha.

RELAX, and PLAY.

Go WALK WALK like fun ah!

Haha,

Really have nothing to do at home.

Cook?

Watch movies?

Play Guitar?

Play Piano?

Actually quite alot of things to do.

Haha.

For the time being, I shall SLEEP.

I'm having like tuition LATER.

FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE.

SCARYYY.

2009-05-10T20:01:00.000-07:00

I want a POLAROID.

Going to get it after exams.

Anyone knows where to get cheap ones?

Cos' the flims are really EXPENSIVE.

Polaroidssss. AHHH!

I want I want I want!

Anyway, teaching ZUL Chemistry is a TORTURE!

Haha.

Who agrees please raise your hands!

I know, I saw Darryl's and Swee Sheng's hands.

Yeahhh.

ZUL, you should be a GREAT CHEMIST next time.

I'm sure the lab would explode frequently.

;)

2009-05-09T06:47:00.000-07:00

During April Fools, we were all happily FOOLING people around.

While we were enjoying the day, MAS SELAMAT was caught.

Muhaha.

Like finally.

Anyway, life has been STEREOTYPICAL.

It's just STUDY & STUDY.

I just live in STUDY-LAND.

All students are WELCOME.

Heehee.

I'm sure it's as ATTRACTIVE as DISNEYLAND.

Just that there are no MICKEYs and MINNIEs,

PURELY walking and talking BOOKS.

Sorry, I'm a little CRAZY.

Tata,

2009-04-11T05:15:00.000-07:00

Coincidence.

This is the WORD I describe about today.

Firstly, I was in the LIBRARY alone.

Then I saw Zul with his friend and Brandon.

After which, I went to Plaza Singapura,

Just on time, I met Timotheus!

Then there were more NCO friends along.

Pamela and company together with Tim and his sis.

We walked around and I kind of SEND

ALL of them BACK.

Heehee.

Then on the way back, Peishi was in the train.

Today was kind of a BAND DAY.

We're all talking about SYF.

Haha.

2009-04-07T07:14:00.000-07:00

We went in feeling the pressure.

Came out SATISFIED.
We're really HAPPY that we played WELL up there.

& I swear we've done ourselves proud.
I'm REALLY proud of you guys.
The MAJORS' efforts not wasted.
& you know what, THIS SPIRIT, I'll never

FORGET.

Maintain it!

I'm in love!

With DMB.

Silver is SATISFACTION.

Once again, thanks for everyone who gave the band

all that PRETTY WELL-WISHES!

We've got it in our hearts.

I'm TOUCHED by everybody.

Heehee.

2009-03-28T07:48:00.000-07:00

Robots are CUTE, aren't they.

Heehee, anyway I don't want to think of it as a BURDEN

ANYMORE.

Haha,

I got one SPECIAL person motivating me.

& I'm ready to get a GOLD.

Heehee.

I need to get started with my REVISION man.

MYE is already right at my face.

And it WILL BE COMING REAL SOON!

Got to work real HARD.

I swear.

*With my hands*

2009-03-17T18:15:00.000-07:00

When have my CCA become my burden?

Why have it become such an activity that I dread going?

What has happened?

Tired of trying.

Tired of pleading.

Tired of being alone.

Tired of having no support.

Tired of being the baddie.

2009-03-16T05:05:00.000-07:00

I'm RED HOT.

Haha,

KAYAKKING was super fun man.

I'm a STAR 2 Kayak GRADUATE.

Heehee.

Can you see the contrast in colour of me with the BABY

In the picture?

Haha,

Big difference man.

Burnt.

2009-03-09T06:57:00.000-07:00

Went Mac with Mackenzie just now.

& realised that he was very GIRLY!

Haha, I had fun.

& feel VERY HAPPY!

Finally.

Go, Jiayou to the EIGHTH band!

* Winks*

2009-03-08T03:42:00.000-07:00

Bring me to turkey, let me have a feast.

2009-03-06T02:56:00.000-08:00

I know it's gonna end soon.

I now APOLOGISE to everyone, for my wrongdoing.

I admit it's my damn fault.

Therefore I say SORRY.

I can't feel much better on anyday.

Worse still I have an irritant by my side.

Joey, stupid.

2009-02-27T04:16:00.000-08:00

I always enjoy my journey back home.

Plucked in my ORANGE nano and

my whole world is just me and him.
It's just that relaxing feeling.

Nothing else at all.

No tests, assignments.

Just me and him admiring his wonderous piece.

How beautiful it is to just have me and him in this WORLD.

2009-02-21T04:17:00.000-08:00

Heehee.

The Yoga Lin's Concert was GREAT, SUPERB AWESOME.

I've got LOTS of photos & I'll POST it

SOME OTHER DAY.

He's just so HANDSOME & CHARMING TO ME.

My Idol.

2009-02-14T04:04:00.000-08:00

Ooooh kayyyy. Life's been a piece of shit.

I've got to cope with SO MUCH of rubbish in and outside school.

So much of information from my friends.

That I can't stop thinking of.

So much of comments from the man.

That hurt so much.
I just like to TELL EVERYTHING to my friends

& forget about it for sometime.

& I start to think of it again.

Nevermind, I have a friend who could listen to my

COMPLAINTS and not complain!

I love my HANDSOME and PRETTY friends.

2009-02-11T06:16:00.000-08:00

Since that boy can call the police to arrest the Mom

because she was asking him to go and bathe,

then I can do so too.

CURSING me to DIE?

What's wrong, Mr. Unreasonable?

You don't make a single sense.

You pushed me DOWN.

All the way down.

You critise like nobody's business.

Your hobby right?

Even Chinese New Year, you also want to SAY.

Aiyahhhh, suit you luh,

Your PRETTY mouth what.

I can't control.

2009-02-02T03:53:00.000-08:00

Yeahhhh, I can finally use the computer.

Got so tied down with ASSIGNMENTS and visitings.

& I almost died in Amaths.

I had FUN during visitings.

& I fainted while doing Chemistry paper today.

But Mrs Yeo wasn't really unhappy.

She said " You people ah, never go into coffin don't know what's dark."

So funny. I feel more relief after hearing that.

Ohhh, why am I chanting about school stuff.

Mygoodness. I've got the nerd genes.

2009-01-23T05:00:00.000-08:00

Mr. Armyyyy MAN is BACK!

So stinkyyy and smelly, he came to HUG ME.

ARGGGH!

But well he came back still FAT.
Not fit at all.

Booooo.

Ohkayyy, performance was OHKAY.
I wore my favourite LOOSE boyfriend shirt.

So comfortable.

Haha.
We were colourful.

(:
I LOST THE FREAKING video.

SAD case.
But I had the experience.

I remembered the WONDERFUL CROWD cheering.

& those who sang along with us.
COOL!

Thanks for that!

2009-01-17T02:31:00.000-08:00

I'm almost to tears.

Who says people don't change?

I'm really sad to see such DRASTIC changes in my friends.

I don't know what had happened.

What had made my friends CHANGED.

Maybe we are destined not to be FRIENDS.

But I'm just really sad.

I'm not guilty, I'm just very disappointed

in seeing so much negative changes in you.

)':

2009-01-14T06:16:00.000-08:00

I miss MY BROTHER.

Do I?

Yes I do.

Somehow, it feels like I'm always alone at home.

But nevermind.

He'll comeback VERY SOON!

& when he comes back,

I can guarantee we'll start to quarrel again.

He JUST CALLED!

Heehee.

(: (: (:

But cut off again!

My mom says that HE SAID THAT HE CAN COPE.

Ohmy, MY STRONG STRONG BROTHER!

HE ROCK.

Eugene spells C-H-A-R-M-I-N-G.

Heehee.

Abit DISGUSTING but yeahhhh.

2009-01-08T07:48:00.000-08:00

Go BE a DISCIPLINED man.

2009-01-06T02:25:00.000-08:00

Let's SAY "BYE HAIR!" to my brother's WONDERFUL SHORT HAIR.

It's gonna GET SHORTER till what's left is the SHORTEST hair you can find.

Haha! (:

Anyway, he's going ARMY soooooon, REAL SOON.

That's why HE CUT.

AHHHHHH, I think it's going to LOOK U-G-L-Y!

Hahah!
Studies, studies.

I must STUDY STUDY.

I SWEAR I will people.

Wait up.

2008-12-30T05:52:00.000-08:00

2008-12-25T01:02:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
I had a great time at Aunt's HOUSE!

I had QUALITY time with cousins!

Like playing games and even just PURE chatting.

They were really good times.

Ohkayy, then Mom allowed me to drink abit.

So I drank! (:

Went out to the STAIRCASE with Willie and had NICE chats.

It was cooling out there.

We even exchange gifts yesterday.

I gave a MUG with a lid.

Ernest got it.

I took Sandra's birdnest mask!

Heehee.

Yeahhh,

was that cheating?

Haha.

Then I got home.

I opened the door of my room, & saw A PRESENT!

Ohkayyy, it was from MY BROTHER(Handsome) & his GIRLFRIEND.

It's like the FIRST TIME HE BOUGHT me a present.
Heehee.

& I opened!

It was LEEHOM's CD.

But I must collect it myself.

Cos it's not out yet!
My brother ORDERED it for me!

THANKS EUGENE THAM!

2008-12-22T19:33:00.000-08:00

I want to LEAVE Singapore.

I want to just go somewhere VERY faraway

that NOBODY can find me.

I need to be alone.

And relax alone.

And live life alone.

For a period of time.

I need that.

I want a MACHINE that can shoot me to a

PLACE that no one can ever get there.

Just let me go.

2008-12-20T05:52:00.000-08:00

I JUST had a jellybean-eating session with my COUSINS!

Ohkayy there was

Rotten Egg

Toothpaste

Booger

Vomit

Moldy Cheese

Black Pepper

Baby Wipes

& Pencil Shavings!

These are the "BEST" flavours we had just now.

Together with a REGULAR cup of subway Ice Lemon Tea!

Haha.

It was so FUNNY!

I still have the BLACK PEPPER FLAVOUR taste in my MOUTH.

Heehee.

Disgusted!

2008-12-20T04:44:00.000-08:00

We're HAPPY girls!

Yesterday was terrible day for everyone.

Maybe not everyone, just for me, I guess.

I got cramps everywhere.

It WAS killing me.

But I'm FINE now!

It's been a long time since I go shopping man.

I want SHOPPING.

But I got no money.

So no shopping.

BROKE.

I spent it on the concert next year.

Enqi, you still made me feel CONFUSED.

Your fault.

But I'll go with the FLOW,

Yeah, Syibli!

2008-12-19T06:46:00.000-08:00

I love Goofy! (:

Anywayyy, I went to school and saw OUR potential

SEC ones today.

They were all like so AFRAID.

& there were paranoid mothers.

Ohmy, their questions are *thumbs up*.

We walked around and hope to help parents.

We even chat with the MOTHERS!

Girls are girls,

girls are able to click with girls!

So actually fun was there.

Then I went to SUBWAY with

Weilin, Esther and Enqi.

Why ENQI tell me?

Aiyohhhh.

How now, you tell me.

But, (:

2008-12-17T02:33:00.000-08:00

Will that happen to me?
I guess I will not have the courage.
Heehee.
But it's a nice picture.
A girl would do anything to be together with the person she likes.
Just like what Syibli said.
It's just so wonderful.
It's cool.
Ohkayy, why am I talking about all these.
CRAP. Anyway, I've bought another ticket to watch
ANOTHER CONCERT!
Yoga Lin's!
Yeahyeahyeah!
Someone changed my mood, you know.
Thank you alright, I appreciate.
(:
Happy happy go lucky.
I'll be VERY HAPPY.
(:

2008-12-16T18:35:00.000-08:00

There's that disappointment in me.

2008-12-10T22:49:00.000-08:00

DAE YEOP!

I'll MISS YOU.

Hope you'll study HARD

Back at Korea!

All the BEST!

2008-12-09T02:09:00.000-08:00

I'll UPLOAD the pictures another time ohkay.

And get the PHOTOS from me through MSN.

I'm not gonna upload THREE HUNDRED AND THIRTY THREE photos.

Heehee.

Overall the trip was FUN!

I have TOTALLY ENJOYED HongKong.

& more FUN playing together with the Tom Lee Hong Kong Youth NeoWinds Orchestra.

They are cool people!

I am so LUCKY to be the FIRST SINGAPORE band to go there

and have a CONCERT WITH THEM!

Woohoo!

I have to say it the SECOND TIME because, I'm PROUD that DMB can do it!

Anywayyyy, photos will be slowly UPLOADED!

ENJOY!
(: